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1 Go on I must,+ in this foolish ode to me.+ Although there is nothing to be gained by it,+ I will now move on to visions and revelations from the Lord.
2 I know a certain+ man in union with the Messiah who fourteen years ago—whether in the body or out of the body, I don’t know; only+ God knows—was suddenly snatched+ up to the third heaven.
3 Yes, I know that this certain fellow—whether in the body or out of the body, I don’t know; only+ God knows—
4 was snatched up to Paradise and heard words too sacred to tell,+ things that no human being is allowed to speak.+
5 On behalf of+ someone like that I will venture to speak in exalted terms,+ but on my own behalf I will not do so, except in regard to my weaknesses—
6 although if I did choose to speak of myself in that way, I wouldn’t really be acting like a fool,+ since it is+ the truth that I would be speaking. Even so, I refrain, lest anyone regard me+ more highly than what he sees in my example and message,+ especially in light of these extraordinary revelations.
7 That is why, to keep me from exalting myself, there was assigned+ to me a thorn in the flesh, an angel+ of Satan, to strike me with blow after blow,+ so that I wouldn’t exalt myself.+
8 Concerning this I appealed to the Lord three+ times, begging him to take it away from me.+
9 Yet he has said to me: “My gift is strong enough+ for you. Indeed, my power: It is+ in times+ of weakness that it is displayed in full strength.+”+ It is+ with the greatest of delight, therefore, that I will speak in high and exalted terms+ of my weaknesses, rather than praying for them to be taken away,+ so that the Messiah’s power can be a shelter over me.++
10 That is why I gladly accept+ weaknesses, insults, hardships, and persecutions and pressures for the sake of the Messiah.+ When I am weak, you see, then I am strong.+
“I Am Now Getting Ready to Pay You a Third Visit”
11 I have acted like a fool.+ You forced+ me into it! My credentials, you see, should have by you been defended,+ seeing as I am lagging behind those oh-so-outstanding “apostles” of yours+ in nothing at all,+ even though nothing at all+ is what I am.+
12 The evidences of genuine apostleship+ were produced among you with the utmost endurance, along with+ signs and wonders and miracles.+
13 Indeed, in what respect did I make you feel any less important than the other assemblies, aside from the fact that I myself didn’t become a financial burden to you?+ Please forgive me this crime!
14 Listen, I am now getting ready to pay you a third+ visit,+ and I’m still not going to receive financial help from you.+ It isn’t+ your possessions that I want, you see, but you yourselves. Children aren’t supposed to save up, after all,+ for their parents, but parents for their children.
15 As for me, I will spend what I have+ and be spent to the limit,+ most gladly,+ in order to help and serve+ you. If I love you more,+ am I on that account to be loved less+?+
16 All right, we are agreed,+ I wasn’t a financial burden to you. Still, crafty fellow that I am, it must have been by deceitful means that+ I got you into my clutches, right? Wrong.+
17 The men I sent to you: Did I use any of them to swindle you? No!+
18 When+ I urged Titus to visit you and sent our brother+ along with him, did Titus swindle you? Certainly not!+ It was+ with the same purity of motive that he and I+ conducted ourselves,+ was it not? We acted in the same manner, did we not?+
19 Perhaps you’ve been thinking all this time that we’ve been+ speaking to you in defense of ourselves.+ No, it is+ as people accountable to God,+ in union with the Messiah, that we have been speaking,+ and everything, dear friends, is meant for your upbuilding.+
20 I am afraid, you see, that when I arrive I may perhaps discover you not as I would like, and I, as a result,+ may be discovered by you not+ as you would like;+ that there will be strife, jealousy, angry outbursts, selfish ambition, slander, gossip, arrogance, and mob-like behavior;+
21 that this next time+ when I arrive, my God will humble me with regard to you+ and I will mourn and lament over those who continue in the sinful things they were doing prior to my last visit+ and have refused to repent of the filthy and immoral and licentious things they have done.